After a long period of inactivity, I had decided to return to bloggin to deposit shards of my memory into this repository before I turn insane when my thoughts and feelings overflow.
Come to think of it... I always tend to blog whenever I am feeling down.
Looking right back to the past few months, I am kinda starting to hate myself and the lifestyle I m living...
i)my laziness seems to overwhelm my ambitions, I am starting to be easily deviated like Keroro
ii)my lack of information, information is always power... However, I can't seem to absorb them well
iii)cca clubs matters
iv)feeling hollow inside
v)keeping too much matters into my heart and refusing to bare them out, even up to this point
vi)my lack of materials
.need some new furniture for my room
.a desktop?
.xbox360 pls... wats e use of gettin a limited halo3 game with no console?!
vii)my lack of strength and stamina. practically too weak...
viii)feels unappreciated at times...
(come on, nid a lil pamperin once awhile, or perhaps a proof of existence and importance)
ix)angered when things don't go my way...
x)hates it when my principles in life dun work out...
-always have high self esteem
-aim higher, thus pushing urself more than normal
-u r what u want to shape urself into...
zzz... tats abt it... rather mentally unstable at tis point of time... although i did blog... i somehow stil have tat sinking feelin left within me...
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