The Balance within the world is simply too wide.

I wish I can really hypnotise myself.
Self decieving and misinterpretation or so is killing me.
Hmm... I guess I am no more of much use rather than being able to talk.
However, I am gettin tired of always thinking about stuff to talk about in order to start or maintain a conversation.
It seems like I am fated to be left alone. Haha... Who the heck talks to me often rather than me talking to them?
Really getting tired...
I probably have no other worth left if you just take some things away from what I am.
Well, forget about taking those away, they will simply disappear over time.